2008 Selected Photographs

"The Whole World"
Digital C-Print
36" x 36"

"Waking at Noon"
Digital C-Print
13" x 18"

2007 Selected Oil Paintings

"The War At Home"
Oil on Canvas
36" x 48"

"Until The Woodworms Carry Us Away"
Oil on Canvas
48" x 48"

2008 Seleted Watercolors

"Secrets of the Underage"
Watercolor on Paper
13" x 24"

"Alcoholic Self Portrait"
Watercolor on Paper
18" x 22"

2007 - 2008 Drunk Photos

2008 Group Show "Recollection Collection" #1

"Presents #1" Diptych
Watercolor on Paper
13" x 12" ea.

"Presents #2" Diptych
Watercolor on Paper
9" x 13" ea.

"Presents #3" Diptych
Watercolor on Paper
13" x 13"

2008 Group Show "Recollection Collection" #2

"Free Alcohol" Installation
Keg Beer, 1000 16oz. cups
5' x 3' x 4'

"Role Model #3"
Ink and Beer on Paper
36" x 60"

"Role Model #2"
Ink and Beer on Paper
36" x 60"

"Drunk Soon to be Pregnant" #1 0f 10
Watercolor on Paper
3" x 5"

"Drunk Soon to be Pregnant" #8 of 10

Watercolor on Paper
3" x 5"

CREATO-LAX

i am depressed. lonely. scared. all the sudden i dont feel so great. my art sucks because i havent made anything. my writing sucks because i have written anything. i dont even want to go out side in the daylight. i hang out in my room in the dark, with a blanket over my window. not because i want to, i just do. i want to be in the dark, complete darkness like swimming in ink. that kind of dark. i want the only color i see to come forth when i touch my eyelids, and then explosions of red and yellow and white that quickly turn to blue and green and blackness again. fireworks on summer nights on a blanket on the grass.

i believe all of this has come out of my not working. the ideas i come up with seem good at the time but then i put too much thought into them and decide that they are crap. i guess this is part of the process. its like being constipated because i cant give a shit. i hate being constipated. contipation of the mind, body and mouth. the shit is inside me but i cant expell it. i need a creative laxative. CREAT-O-LAX. where do you buy it? hope its not expensive.